Life story . Feeling . Love story

Saturday, October 23, 2010

没关系

爱情里最痛的一句..就是我明明爱你, 却还要说"没关系"

你离开的时候没有一句
没有一句对不起对不起是我太执迷
你离开的时候没有一句
没有一句话说清说清楚你离开的原因

也许他可靠他实际他不一样
他能够给你安全感不只梦想
谁还在乎一起傻傻说过的那些话

没关系我们分了没关系
这不是你的问题是我没有那个福气
没福气却又爱上你
就算哭了没关系这不是你的问题
痛痛快快给我一枪我没关系没关系没关系

爱情里面总有一个比较傻
怪就怪我放不下
NO~no~
痛苦给我幸福留给你和他

没关系没关系没关系

S.M.A.R.T

GIRL,
it say so clear d, u should understand d ba~~
if like this u still din get it...
i think u should go DIE~~

is ok...
at least i get some point and hint~ no need so blur d...
at least u know what to do now~
and you clear with the situation now~

be SMART girl..
anything happen, family still there~
when happy you just smile..
when u are sad, dun hide yourself in the corner...
cry it out~~ need to talk~ u can call to talk to ur parent~
there are family that u still can believe

there is a fact~
not for you to say that either u believe it or not~
that is the answer~........ SORRY....

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Emo+ing

recently very emo~
although i keep smile~
but... deep in my heart still got something that cant make me happy~
tired of emo+ing, tired of crying, tired to be like this and that~~
thank you to Christine and Wan Theng for have a pillow talk with me~
the advise that u all give i think not really suitable for me~
i wish to...... but......
i dun want...... because of......
why...... i scare will......
emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo
emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo
emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo

wish you can feel that are something wrong on ME~~
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Wednesday, September 22, 2010

中秋节快乐!!!

♥♥♥♥♥中秋节快乐！♥ HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!!!♥♥♥♥♥

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

H0p3--->G00d N!ghT

W.H.A.T.H.A.P.P.E.N.T.O.M.E.R.E.C.E.N.T.L.Y....E.V.E.R.Y.D.A.Y.A.L.S.O.N.O.M.O.O.D.D... N.O.M.O.O.D.T.O.S.T.A.R.T.M.Y.A.S.S.I.G.N.M.E.N.T...N.O.M.O.O.D.T.O.S.T.U.D.Y....
N.O.M.O.O.D.T.O.D.O.T.H.I.S.A.N.D.T.H.A.T.....
J.U.S.T.W.A.N.T.D.A.Y.D.R.E.A.M.I.N.G.....X.D X.D X.D

I.W.A.N.T.E.N.J.O.Y.M.Y.H.O.L.I.D.A.Y....B.U.T.G.O.T.A.S.S.I.G.N.M.E.N.T.T.O.D.O...
R.E.A.L.L.Y."H.E.N.S.H.A.O.X.I.N.G....."
B.A.B.I.B.E.T.U.L.L.O.L...
H.O.L.I.D.A.Y.S.T.I.L.L.G.I.V.E.A.S.S.I.G.N.M.E.N.T.D.E.....
I.T.H.O.U.G.H.T.T.H.I.S.H.O.L.I.D.A.Y.I.C.A.N.R.E.S.T. A.N.D.T.R.Y.T.O.F.I.N.D.S.O.M.E.P.A.R.T.T.I.M.E.J.O.B.T.O.G.A.I.N.S.O.M.E.E.X.P.E.R.I.E.N.C.E.
L.O.L.....A.I.Z....
W.H.Y.F.E.E.L.S.O.S.I.E.N.O.O.O......
I.W.A.N.T.E.N.J.O.Y.....
I.W.A.N.T.H.A.P.P.Y....
I.W.A.N.T.A.L.O.T.A.L.O.T.O.F.T.H.I.N.G.S.~~~
H.M.M.M.....H.O.W.A.R.E.Y.O.U.R.E.C.E.N.T.L.Y....??
L.O.N.G.T.I.M.E.N.E.V.E.R.S.E.E.Y.O.U.D.....H.O.P.E.Y.O.U.F.I.N.E.T.H.E.R.E......

H.O.P.E.T.O.N.I.G.H.T.G.O.N.N.A.B.E.A.G.O.O.D.N.I.G.H.T.F.O.R.M.E......
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Thursday, September 2, 2010

A.S.S.I.G.N.M.E.N.T

Hahaha… Now is Holiday o~~

But cannot enjoy my HOLIDAY~T_____T

Everyone is asking why why why??? Aiz… because of my hardworking LECTURE LOL!!!!

Everyone is holiday, but we use our holiday to do our assignment~~ DAMN IT!

Holiday doing assignment is most trouble lo… when face the problem, dunno who to ask…

Want ask lecture also cannot… wan call ask lecture, scare will get scold by lecture~~

Wanna ask classmate… aiz… everyone is telling me they go holiday la… working la… wat reason also got… still got some people say I to hardworking… why wanna start doing the assignment too early… [do early also got wrong meh….]

My knowledge + English +….etc.. level all not so GENG as u all… u all want do any time or last minutes also OK la…. But for me really is a big big PROBLEM~~~ as mom tell me that, I cannot follow my classmate or friends so much, cos you all are very clever.. GENG.. you all de basic are very strong… for me is very different… I’m from Kelantan… born at malay kampung… not study at sekolah bestari… just a normal malay school…. Whole school student only got 2% to 3% student only can speak English… my background is like that… how I going to compare with you all??????

Why English is a BIGBIG PROBLEM for me!!!!!! WTH….. Sometimes really hate myself, because dunno English…. i really wish one day that I can speak and write fluency English…

ENGLISH~~ENGLISH~~~ENGLISH~~~~ I SHOULD LOVE YOU????? OR I SHOULD HATE YOU????

E.N.G.L.I.S.H è made my life become more and more short…. >.<’’’

Sunday, August 8, 2010

This few week i very busy busy with my preparation~~~
Preparation for My Final Exam~~
huh... damn stress~~
cos i know that, people around me all are Clever Clever...
with them, sometimes i can feel.......huh....
they all can speak fluency ENGLISH~
how about me?? Grammar Problem?? Pronouncing?? writing??
Just do My Best Ba!

anyway... i wan to thank some of my friend that really try to help me~~
try to speak English with me...
accompany me study until midnight...
listen ghost story...until not dare going back room sleep...
teach me study... teach me how to do note... and etc..
I really appreciate a lot... I very glad that i got this kind of friend...
now i still left 2 more sem in inti~~
before i leave, i can know this kind of friend... i really happy...

beside that, i know that my thinking is only between the box only...
i never never think the things out of box... Thing: study..reality.. life...
so when you all play around with me,
you all will think that i still like adult that haven enter 20years old...
*p/s: dun bully me lar!!

Friend, I LOVE YOU.... a lot a lot....
I really appreciate that i know u~~
Muackkss.....

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

a little LOVE.....

Greatness as YOU

smallest as ME

you show me what is deep as sea

a little LOVE, little KISS

a little HUG, little GIFT

all of little SOMETHING, these are our MEMORIES

you make me CRY

make me SMILE

make me feel that LOVE is TRUE

you always stand by my side

i don't want to say goodbye

you make me cry
make me smile
make me feel the joy of LOVE oh..... kissing you
thank you for all the LOVE you always give to me
oh..... I LOVE YOU...

Monday, July 26, 2010

Smile

AaaaRrrrGggggHHhhhhh..... STRESS ARrrrrrrr!!!!!
好烦噢！！！！读书有那么压力吗？？？
我看大家读书都么有那么压力，为何又会那么压力呢？？？？？
see ppl like very enjoy study......but...
i'm like killing myself....to die more faster....
aiz~~~ recently... very very busy....
busy with assignment and test... >.<'''
not enuf sleep for the 3 days 2 night camp....
lack of time + lack of sleep = die faster.....
hahahahahah.....
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recently i think also has one good news.... which i already reduce my some problem...
before this, i face a lot a lot of problem..... club, study, personal, relationship...hahaha
now i just need to face my problem in study and club...
actually i already step down... but i dun think i can just step down and not bother what they are try to do... they still need we all to guide them... so after this i will put all my time only in study and club....^^
i already put down everything that not important in my life~~^^

a moi, jia you jia you..
u sure can do it better....
*smile bcos of you feel happy, not smile bcos you try to cover your sadness ady*

Friday, June 18, 2010

dunno why?? suddenly just cry.....

i dunno why?? suddenly i just cry....
just now talk to my mum through phone...
i tell her, i very lonely here... everyone is going back home to celebrate father's day.....
i still tell my mum that i fall sick d... now stomach also pain because of period...
she keep ask me to see doctor and take care myself.....
i tell her, all my fren almost is going back home d.... nobody here....
but i got buy medicine, i just now just ate...
talk.... talk... talk....
[mother say she got things to do d.. chat with me next time....]
then she close the phone....
i suddenly sit here and cry....
mum, i miss u...
father, i miss u too...
i miss my home... i wan go back...
i feel very tired d... i wan back to my home...
i really miss home...>.<
can you all come visit me here?? can??