又再一次吗？

又再一次爱上人家啦~！
惨了......惨了......惨了......
明知道，他是不应该的对象，但我还是抵抗不了~

我已经没有选择了。已经陷入爱情海。

自讨苦吃.....没事干嘛要去爱上人家噢~！
人家看也不会看上你啦， 以什么条件，什么资格，我会去爱上他呢？

笨蛋的家伙~！

busy busy~

my curiosity getting high on why always get scold by people....

ok la... not scold, just tease lo...

but y always me o... dun u feel bored?

yes also people say....

no also people will say....

talk nicely to u, say i act innocent...

when i talk rude/ or wan scold bad word to u... u say i become so bad...

when u all wan talk to me...or get something from me... wah... sure talk nicely with me...

when there is nothing, i just ask something then will say i am NOOB... STUPID... CRAZY... HIAO...ACT INNOCENT..... this all word all is come out from u all mouth~!

wah.. then u so geng next time dun find me to ask something la... cos i noob ma... stupid ma... how i know so much~

then wat u all aspect me to be??

u dun feel bored, but i feel bored of it... ~

*did u all think how i feel that feeling when every single word that pop out from u all de mouth~!

beside that, i also feel sorry to some people recently that i keep rejecting the outing...

is not i dun wan to join the outing.... but i really lack of my time to prepare for my final exam...

this final exam is really important for me.. once in my whole life....

i dun mind wat u all wan to say.... i think my future is more important...

now for me... except me... only my future and my family is more important for me ...

sorry for some people....^^

hate this feeling~

recently, i hate people around me..

they keep tease me.. gossip me.. like nobody business...

is that any problem that related to me is your business??

is not ur business, Pls SHUT UP ur mouth~!

besides that, there are some people who like to say that..'a moi, u like this like that la....',

' a moi, u act innocent lar....',

'a moi... like this and like that...'...

hey BABI~! izit this is ur business ar...

my mom not even complaint im like this...

What right have you to speak like this to me....??

u my father ar????

u my brother ar???? [ he also never say until like that]

u my bf ar?? [ 那就分手吧~！]

i got my own life... i like to do what, i want to do wat... i love who.. i dislike who...

all this is non of ur business~!!!

pls, dun let me hear it again and again~~

i will tell u... sorry, our friendship can just stop at here....

可不可以不勇敢

你用浓浓的鼻音 说一点也没事
反正又美又痛 才是爱的本质
一个人旅行 也许更有意思
和他真正结束 才能重新开始

几年贴心的日子 换分手两个字
你却严格只准自己 哭一下子
看着你努力 想微笑的样子
我的心 像大雨将至 那么潮湿

我们可不可以不勇敢
当伤太重心太酸无力承担
就算现在女人很流行释然
好像什么困境都知道该怎么办

我们可不可以不勇敢
当爱太累梦太乱没有答案
难道不能坦白地放声哭喊
要从心底拿走一个人 很痛 很难

几年贴心的日子 换分手两个字
你却严格只准自己 哭一下子
看着你努力 想微笑的样子
我的心 像大雨将至 那么潮湿

我们可不可以不勇敢
当伤太重心太酸无力承担
就算现在女人很流行释然
好像什么困境都知道该怎么办

我们可不可以不勇敢
当爱太累梦太乱没有答案
难道不能坦白地放声哭喊
要从心底拿走一个人很痛

我们可不可以不勇敢
当伤太重心太酸无力承担
就算现在女人很流行释然
好像什么困境 都知道该怎么办

我们可不可以不勇敢
当爱太累梦太乱没有答案
难道不能坦白地放声哭喊
要从心底拿走一个人 很痛 很难

不勇敢

so 烦噢~！

recently having a lot assignment need to be done...
until very confuse which should i start to do 1st...
some need to keep edit...again and again...
beside that, this few day i also cant sleep very well...
but my face need to keep smile... just dun wan to let people know that why i'm so tired...
but today.. si fang suddenly ask me, why are you look so tired and look so pale... >.<
hahha.. that nothing~ i'm ok~ that is the answer that i give to her~^^

recently i dunno what happen to some people... i just want clarify that, we all are born in different place.. so what we all see the thing may be sometime will be a bit different~
recently i was being say by people that xxxxxxxxxx... this is not the 1st time he say me... really a lot of time... in front of so many people.. where should i put my face on? sometime i feel very 自卑~ first time...second time... is ok.. i bear with it... but for so many time... i really dunno what should say... sometime i really want to cry in front of them....but i keep telling myself that i cant show that i very weak.... last night~ i dunno what to do... i call my mum... i tell my mum, i keep cry... but i know when my mom listen sure will feel sad too... i got think not to tell my mom before... i really dun wan they know that her daughter 在学校被人家看不起~ 但是除了我的妈妈， 我真的不知道找谁谈天...
sometime when alone... my tear will slowly drop.... i feel that why we all are same human being... but why they can say people like din care other people feeling... i know u all very geng, then how?? Izit bcos u from JB then very geng?? night cant sleep well... because when every night when i try to close my eye... my mind will pop out that 画面~ and i have one nightmare before where i saw a lot people stand besides me, and laugh at me.... >.< i think may be this because i also stress with some assignment~
我曾经告诉自己，虽然我不是出世在一个大城市里，很富贵的家庭，得到很好的教育， 但我相信我虽然只出世在乡下，没有富贵的家庭；但有一个很幸福的家庭...家里的爸爸妈妈就是给我最好的教育。他们教了我人生道理，做人过得了自己，对得起上天；对得起自己，还有礼貌是最重要~

besides that, last few week one of my classmate suddenly ask me question that i never ever think before... they are me who is your the most best friend? as i know i got a lot best friends around me... but who is my best friend?? actually whose is the friend that treat me good? and who like to play me.. i really dunno~ sometimes really dunno how to response to my friend~ 谁对我好，谁对我不好~我还是傻傻分不清楚~@.@

Work and travel is my another things.... since i already decided to go... but i feel my heart still.... feel still got a lot things 放不下~ i still keep thinking that izit this is a correct decision?? will i regret when i go there?? sigh~~
not only this problem to fan o~~ how about others ler~really a lot problem to 烦.... sigh....ARggghhhh~~!

Year 3 final year~

now is my final year~
last semester study in INTI~ going to leave soon
not only going to leave the place that i got the most memory....
but also going to leave the place when i learn to grow up~ learn to be independent~ learn to know more and more people~ and a lot a lot...
besides that, i also going to leave my lovely roommate.. my LEO and ADVENTURE friends...
my 7 rangers geng~so on.....
4 year.... passss.....
when i 18 years old... come to INTI alone.... very blur....
NO friends... feel lonely... cry cos want to go back home.... homesick~
no everything done... is time to go outside... and see the real world....

JIA YOUS~!!!